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I Know It's Pronounced "SHIT​!​" Still I Cling​.​.​. EP

by FUCK! *(It's Pronounced SHIT!)*

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1.
I never thought at the age of 25 that I'd be in a doctor's office because I didn't want to be alive He tells me that i'm brave but I know i'm just a coward and i'm losing at the war inside my head Hello, misery I heard that you like company and I've got nothing else to do so why don't we hang out
2.
Lately I've not been myself I'm willing to try out things that might help me not to lose every night and struggle through every day I can't concentrate but I'll try me best to feel the pressure in my fist and chest but what the fuck will I do if the trigger doesn't work? What the fuck will I do now that the trigger doesn't work?
3.
I stand in the shower for way longer than I used to staring at formerly white tiles with my mind fucking racing drinking another lukewarm beer and trying to slow down my heart rate I guess that my personal hygiene has improved but my head's still such a fucking mess I thought I had it sussed this time part of me is still convinced I do but that part has been defective for years I've been trying to kill it off, much like I've killed the rest I know that i'm creating more problems for myself just simply to avoid the task at hand but my primitive thoughts are telling me "prepare to die alone" and I'd smash my fucking skull to get them out, but i'm just so exhausted.
4.
My body is a temple that nobody will worship or even take a look at, avoid contact at any cost my body is a temple that's clearly dilapidated too late for restoration and I find it hard to care It's decaying on the outside and drowning on the inside the alcohol is corrosive, my organs don't stand a chance My body has a built-in clock that's always at the wrong time the hands both spin in opposite directions and the face is fucking smashed my body has a GPS that's always in the wrong location it panics at every turn until the battery runs out My body is a temple, I wish someone would knock it down.
5.
I've been drinking less and sleeping more and doing my best to not ignore when I feel like i'm pushing everyone away but there's always thoughts in the back of my mind pushing forward and lately i'm finding it hard to care about keeping them at bay As the years go by the less I want to fucking die but the more I feel like giving up All I have now are three chord songs and the art of being wrong It'll kill me wondering where you went but i'm genuinely afraid of being content.
6.
Why is my piss everywhere? Why is there blood in my hair? Why did I come to running halfway up the stair? I was asleep inside with clothes on, now i'm half naked on your front lawn I don't understand why the guy that was sucking up to me last night won't shake my hand but that's okay - he was a fuckin' dick anyway I'm a total joke when i'm awake and not in control when I sleep.
7.
On my own again close to smashing up my phone again but thank god that wanking is still honest cos I guess that's what I'll be doing from now on as if I ever stopped, as if I ever will Out of luck again 100% fucked again but thank god that I've got people to talk to but it feels like talking is all I've been doing for years it seems like it never stops, I hope someday it will So darling, just sit still look me in the eye tell me that I fucked up and you hate me and you hope that I fucking die because that would be easier to take than sitting here and wondering why things are clearly over but nobody is saying goodbye.

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released September 9, 2012

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FUCK! *(It's Pronounced SHIT!)* Edinburgh, UK

Murderburgers side project. The musical equivalent of a mental breakdown.

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